Sometimes life ain't all that it's cracked up to be.

"Let the music take us away, take our minds to a better place."


3 ; Best Friends , eh.


Best friends... we all have them. Love em. Hate em. Live with em. Live without em. You know all the cliches. Second half. Sister. Etc.  They're the people you can share ANYTHING with. Well, depending on how good of best friends you are... My best friend and I share everything, our "experience", the drama, the bs, etc.  We've been best friends since elementary school and know almost everything about the other person.  And like I've said before, they can be different sex relationships; as in a boy friend & a girl friend. They can share stuff too.


It's a relationship that most people can't understand. Where they make up nick names for certain people, and use keywords to remember stories that are too important to tell over text -- and you know our generation, god forbid we use a phone to actually call -- .  You go everywhere with them, because you enjoy spending time with them. You hang out with their families because they consider you "one of their own". Their siblings are sick of you because you're like the extra sister they never wanted. 


You share some friends, and you share experiences from boys and relationships you've both had. Sometimes you relate, and others you can only imagine.  You're there through the break ups, and the heartaches.  You sympathize with them as they realize they've simply been used. You convince them that college boys will be much better than high school boys, although you aren't quite sure about that yourself. You know, typical best friends.


But what happens when your best friend seems to go out of the ordinary.  You feel like you've created a monster. Not literally, just a lot different than before.  What happens when all the guy friends you had become her friends. No big deal right? But when the friends stop acknowledging you and only notice her. They always give her a wink, or say hello as if I weren't even standing there. Like, "Hello, I was your friend first. And I'm standing right next to her." But it's as if you don't even exist.  Your guy friends text you in order to get to her.  Or to try to get information about her. First of all, if you were my friend you wouldn't only text me to talk about her. And second of all, she is my best friend. I'm not going to tell you ANYTHING, if she wanted to tell you, she would. And also, because she's my best friend, I'm going to tell her everything you just told me. If you don't want that, don't talk to me. Easy as that. 


So then you feel invisible. And you know darn well that you aren't, but it simply feels that way when even your own friends cease to acknowledge you when she's around. You ever feel invisible around your friends? You want to be happy for her, but at the same time.. I don't know. 


Again, just food for thought; ranting about things that my friends and brother, don't want to hear about anymore. 




Okay, that's it.
Laterrr.


"Cause everybody needs to break free from reality."